I woke up from slumber at the buzzing sound of my alarm it was 5 am I immediately got up wore my oversized t-shirt as I was sleeping in shorts and a bra, I made my way to the washroom after taking a warm shower I went into the closet and chose to wear baby pink organza floral saree with a satin V- neck blouse and started to do a little makeup a little kajal, a small bindi, a pink lip gloss and a little blush which is non-existence, lastly applied a sindoor in my hairline in accessory I just wore my toe rings I like to wear payal but in office, it makes noise and disturbs others, I wore pink bangles with a ring in my finger and lastly mangal sutra
And yes, I am married. My name is Shatakshi Vikram Shekhawat. My husband and I were married one year ago. He is currently out of Jaipur and has come directly to the office today.
After getting ready I went to kitchen it was 6 am I still have time till everyone wake up I started with my in-laws and grand in-laws tea and for youngsters my brother-in-law Rishabh have black coffee and my sister-in-law Veronica have her herbal tea and lastly chacha and chachi's little son and daughter Aarav and Prakriti who are twins and are 5 years will have milk and for breakfast I made 2 fruit oats and Paneer cheese spread here all are very health consious so they don't have any fats or unnecessary carbs after making everything ready I tuck out my saree pallu from my waist and glance to my wristwatch it was 7:45 am everyone must be coming I set up the table with the help of servants here comes my sweet hearts Aarav and Prakriti with their school uniforms with their parents " Good Morning Chacha and Chachi " I said chacha nodded and chachi with a smile nodded and hand me the bags of twins for their lunch box took it fill their bags and water bottles till then everyone settled I wished them and with the help of servants I started to serve them after serving I went in my room for my bag as Rishabh will drop me.
I went in the kitchen and saw a last toast I thought to lets have breakfast today at home I started making my latte and applying jam to my toast but hearda voice " Bhabhi is there a toast left " Veronica shouted I took the toast and gave it to her "here" she scrunched her nose and said "where is the cheese spread" I huffed and said " cheese spread got finish I will make it in evening just have with your herbal jam " I said but my mother in-law interupted and said "bahu tumhe kitni baar kaha h thoda zyada nashta banya karo sabke tum sunti hi nhi ho pta nhi kya ssekh kar aayi h " I felt a little bad but I can't say anything so I just mumbled a sorry in between Rishabh said " Oh veronica just have the toast there is no need to sulk your face it just a bread with your herbal jam " he consoled her, After that I went into kitchen for my coffee but its all ruined let it be its already office time I instructed works to maids and went out rishabh was standing and talking to on phone after his call he turn around and said " Bhabhi sorry I won't be able to drop you I have to go somewhere else first " I Sighed with smile and said " Its ok I can understand I will go in cab " he sighed and said " but bhabhi why cab, go with the driver " "No no its ok uncle must have work with driver " I said " bhabhi there is one more bhai's car and driver you can go with it " he said
"What are you saying your brother will kill me if I use his car or anyone," I said fearfully there was no way in hell he would let me use it "No bhabhi he will let you use it-" before he could say more his phone rang and I said " ok you go I will his car u have meeting you will get late " he apologized through eyes and went out before side hugging me I chuckled and made my way out and booked a cab soon cab came.
Coming into the office, CONFIDENT CLOTHING TEXTILES, there was no one as it was early. It is just 8:30 a.m.; everyone will come at 9 a.m., and until then, I will have my breakfast. I went into the canteen and ordered a coffee and sandwich; this is my regular breakfast.
I came back to my cabin I am the Head textile designer here my cabin is near all the cubicles and the best part is I can see through my cabin to my husband's cabin I again glance it and got shock he was sleeping on the couch I know what must have happened he came back from Delhi last night and didn't want to come at home and came here instead this happens very often I ignored started doing my work slowly slowly everyone started to come his pa came and wished me then said " Mam didn't he come home last night and how long was he there "
No, he didn't I saw him 30 minutes before and now he is coming here to get Mr. Srivastava" I said with a smile and eyes on my husband his pa turned around and saw him standing and glaring he wished and went out for his schedule I also stood up and said " Good Morning sir " he just nodded and went out glancing at me without looking in my eyes I sat and sighed I know him he doesn't care about me not even a little here no one knows about our marriage but they all know I am married but with whom they don't know.
After 2 hours, his pa called and said there was an urgent meeting in 20 minutes. Board members should be in the board room. I went to the meeting room, but Pallu was stuck in the door. While undoing it, my finger got scratched, but I didn't care about it and made my way.
I reached the board room 5min later he glanced at me and said " Miss Shatakshi Rana you are late " "I am sorry sir "
" You better be and don't repeat," he said looking at his laptop I sat beside Raunak who was my friend, at first after my marriage I sat beside him he stopped me he said " he doesn't want others to get suspicious of our relationship" and beside a girl named Tina sits she is head copyrighter and always so clingy to him and I hate it she always tries to touch him get near him and my husband don't stop her he gives her more reaction to her than me.
After 45 min of meeting my phone rang and everyone's eyes were on me I apologized and cut the call it was from Rahul my best friend, Vikram glared at me and then resumed his meeting after 10 min again my phone rang this time Vikram said in a dangerous voice " Miss Rana if there is something more important than this meeting than you can go and attend but don't disturb the meeting here" and I gulped and said " I am sorry sir this will not happen again " he glared and continued the meeting.
After the meeting ended only I and vikram is left to go I thought maybe he wanted to ask who called but who am I kidding I stood up and started leaving but he stopped me and said " Miss Rana you will give me the designs of this project by the day after tomorrow " I stopped looked at him said " But this is a lot of it can't be finished in 2 days -" "After 2 days morning at 9 am " he said and started to leave I held his wrist said " Vikram you can at least call me Mrs. Shekhawat when we are alone" " No I can't in the office you are Miss Rana and I am Sir to you to and don't touch me during office hours" he said yanking his hand from me and left the room this what our relationship is just in front of family not even for namesakes and this what my life is everyone went out and only this room and me left alone I don't even have the right to touch him.
Going into my cabin I saw my finger scratch was now bleeding I had to band-aid it uggh a little blood was on my saree too it will remain a stain I have to wash it first I applied the bandage then washed my saree and remove the blood and came and started working on the recent project.
Around 2 pm a maid came from the house with a lunch box for him which I prepared in the morning for him and he doesn't know about it he thinks his mother sent his lunch I let him because maybe when he knows he will not have I also stood up and went into canteen for lunch after lunch I again started working till 7 pm everyone else was gone only me and him are present he also started preparing for leaving he came in my cabin asked " aren't you going home" I looked at him and then again my laptop and answered " in 30min" without saying anything he left.
After 30 minutes, I went home. I had to prepare dinner for everyone. I told the servants to start preparing. I would come and then cook it. It's not like they can't cook, but my mother-in-law told me that in their family, only the daughter-in-law cooks, so in the morning, I prepare lunch and breakfast simultaneously.
I came home by 7:45 everyone was watching TV my mother-in-law glared at me and said "shatakshi itna late kyun hoa time dekha h aur sab bhuke khana bhi nhi bna h abhi tak " I looked at him who was watching tv without any expression he didn't tell anyone about why I was late and there is no way they will understand what I will say so I said " sorry aunty aaj late hogya mein 15 min mein khana bna deti hu" she glared and said " jaldi jao" I ran to my room just washed my face and hand and without changing my saree I went into the kitchen and tucked my pallu in my waist and prepared simple dal and pulao and gatte ki sabzi and served it again aunty said " Shatakshi kitna time laga diya 8:15 hogye aur meetha kahan h ?" I apologized and said " Aunty aap log tab tak khana khayi mein meetha bna deti hun " She non- chalently nodded I glanced at my husband and asked "Aapko kuch chahiye ?"
He just shook his head and I went into the kitchen to prepare the desert suji ka halwa because in 10 min I can make only this while preparing it hot ghee drops burnt my neck Man it hurts so much but I prepared and by now everyone had their dinner I gave them halwa and went in the kitchen for cleaning the mess I created while cooking cleaning it I went out and saw everyone going to their room I also made my way in our room going in I found him sitting and working on his laptop with his specs o god he looks so sexy god I am horny for my husband's touch but ignoring my feelings got in washroom took a warm bath and came out wearing my knee length gown and shrug and taking my laptop made my way downstairs for dinner while going he asked stopping in mid " Where are you going?" "Downstairs" I answered turning around he asked "Why?" what now he doesn't want me to have dinner " For dinner" I said he asked again "didn't you have it yet " "No I didn't get time eating in kitchen so now I am going to have dinner and before you ask why taking laptop because after dinner I will be going to the guest room for work " I answered and he looked at me for a second then said" you can work here also" " No your sleep will be disturbed its ok " and I went away I can't bare this conversation anymore he makes me nervous before going on I opened the door again and asked "do you want something" he said "No have your dinner peacefully" he said as if taunting me I went away and was having my dinner alone then Rishabh also came said "Again having dinner in last bhabhi " "No who told you today you are going to have dinner in last " I said grinning "no I already had dinner " he said smiling "then guess I am last again " I said smiling too he sat on the chair and asked "bhabhi what happened you face looks dull did something happen in office or home " " No nothing just work you tell why are you so late today " I said dismissing the early topic "Nothing you know shweta her parents are forcing her to marry and I don't know how to tell vikram bhaiya and others" he said sighing shweta is his girlfriend they are dating for 2 years and I am the only one who knows " I can't say anything about your bhaiya but uncle and aunty will understand talk to them " I said as matter of fact "thank you bhabhi " he said smiling "Bhabhi what is there on your neck " he asked looking at the burn mark "ooh this just making suji ka halwa it got hot ghee no big deal it doesn't hurt that much " I said dismissing the topic "No bhabhi it will remain a mark you should apply ointment" he said caringly" aww thank you honey I will do it tum thak gaye hoge jao get some sleep" I said lovengly patting hi cheeks " Yes but don't forget to apply ointment" he said and I nodded he went away I sighed washing my plate I saw vikram didn't had the halwa which hurt me to core but I am used to it I had his remaining halwa and went in guest room tired I will do the rest tomorrow laying on bed I thought about my first day here and how time flies here no one talks to me not even care if I am present or not I don't know what am I doing here at my wedding night I thought he love me because we already had done the 'deed' but he left me alone in morning for 6months when he came back I asked him why did that to me he answered that it was a ritual that every newlyweds do it just the duty, I asked him if he didn't want me then why did he even marry me? He answered that his parents forced him to marry and he doesn't like me , I am no one to him and finally said those words that I never wanted to hear he said he love someone else and showed me her picture that was on a side table I already had a idea but I never wanted to accept it his ex-girlfriend's photo is in our room near our bed his side of the bed , the same bed he did his duty which I thought of love I should've known he never made love he just fucked me he never kissed me , not even a foreplay and not the after care I remember when I woke up that morning there was blood stain his cum and mine was dripping I was naked the way he left me after getting his satisfaction and duty done , I felt used but I still ignored it
the conclusion is I can't be his wife only daughter-in-law of this house I will be not allowed to go parties /events with him as his wife no one can know than when I went to my parents my father said that I can't take divorce and if I do than I will not be allowed in his house irony I always thought my father's house is mine too but no it is not then I thought maybe living with me can generate some feelings in him for me but nothing happened I tried for 2 months too but nothing happened then on our 1st anniversary he didn't show up I was waiting for him till 4am in morning when he came I questioned him but he just said there nothing between us and we can't be together never and the efforts are worthless from that day I never talked to him for more than 5 seconds. What a life I can't get a divorce and I can't get love from my husband or care just bear with it this is my life after everything thinking all of this I slept.
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